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Grotowski Workcenter Electric Party

The San Francisco Museum of Modern Art is not a squat, not a nightclub, not someone’s living room where furniture gets shoved against the walls and something unrepeatable happens at 3:12 AM. It’s a museum. White walls, institutional lighting, the whole architecture of cultural legitimacy. And somehow, impossibly, the Workcenter agreed to bring Electric Party Songs here.

This should not work. On paper, this is a disaster waiting to happen, taking something born in the friction of unconventional spaces and dropping it into one of the most conventional spaces imaginable. A museum. Where art goes to be preserved, catalogued, explained. Where you’re not supposed to touch anything.

Felicita Marcelli

But SFMOMA… it’s hungry. The institution is always hungry for the thing it can’t quite contain, the work that refuses to behave. And the Workcenter? They don’t compromise. They don’t water it down for the museum crowd. They walk in and do what they’ve always done, create an event, not a show. An encounter, not a presentation.

I AM AMERICA: GINSBERG’S GHOST IN THE GALLERY

I Am America is what they’re calling this iteration. Allen Ginsberg’s poetry, not read, not recited, but embodied, torn open, mixed with calls and shouts and traditional songs from the American South. The whole thing is a collision, a calculated wreck of high culture and raw American voice. Ginsberg understood this country’s contradictions, its violence and its tenderness, and the Workcenter understands Ginsberg understood it.

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Mario Biagini has spent years developing this work. It started as experiments at parties, friends gathered, someone had an idea about making Ginsberg’s words physical, about finding what happens when poetry becomes action becomes presence. They took it to nightclubs, to squats. Now it’s here at SFMOMA, presented in collaboration with Stanford University and the Performance Art Institute, this whole institutional apparatus supporting something that was designed to exist outside institutions.

The performers, all of them, they’re not actors playing parts. They’re practitioners of a very specific discipline, something Grotowski spent his life articulating and they’ve spent their lives embodying. This isn’t theater as you know it. It’s not performance art as the museum usually understands it. It’s something older and newer at the same time, something that only exists in the doing, in the presence of bodies and voices making something happen in real time.

Grotowski Workcenter Electric Pary

THE PARADOX OF INSTITUTIONAL PRESENTATION

Here’s the tension: SFMOMA is giving the Workcenter legitimacy they don’t particularly need while simultaneously trying to capture something that can’t be captured. The museum wants to present the work, to frame it, to make it accessible to its audience. But the work resists presentation. It demands participation, even if that participation is just the act of being present, of witnessing, of allowing yourself to be affected.

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The West Coast premiere, they’re calling it. Like this is a movie opening or a product launch. But there’s no second showing identical to the first. There’s no recording that captures what happens. Each performance is its own thing, shaped by the space, by who’s there, by what’s happening in the world that particular night.

Grotowski Workcenter Electric Pary

WHY IT MATTERS THAT THEY TRIED

The fact that SFMOMA attempted this, that they brought in work designed for basements and back rooms and let it happen in their galleries, says something about what museums can be when they stop trying to preserve things and start trying to host things. The Workcenter didn’t come here to be archived. They came to make something happen, to test whether their work could survive in this context, whether the “electric” in Electric Party Songs could still spark in an environment designed to protect art from direct contact.

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Ginsberg would have appreciated the contradiction. He spent his life pushing against institutions while simultaneously being canonized by them, his howl becoming required reading in the same academic structures he railed against. Now his words are being shouted and sung in a museum by performers who trained in Italy under a Polish theater revolutionary’s methods, mixing his Jewish New York sensibility with southern American traditional songs, all of it happening in San Francisco where Ginsberg lived and wrote and where the counterculture he helped create got commodified and sanitized and turned into tourist attractions.

Grotowski Workcenter Electric Pary

The work survives the irony because it’s not really about preservation or presentation. It’s about now. This moment. These bodies. This space. You, standing there, trying to figure out what you’re witnessing.

Grotowski Workcenter Electric Pary
San Francisco Museum of Modern Art

Off-Duty Mystics in a Moving Box

It was like falling down an elevator shaft and landing in a pool full of mermaids.
Hunter S. Thompson

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I don’t know what the fuck I expected. You show up at a museum, they hustle you into an elevator, and suddenly you’re trapped in a metal box with strangers while someone’s doing something that might be prayer, might be exorcism, might be both. The Workcenter doesn’t perform for you, they perform at you, through you, like you’re just meat standing between them and whatever they’re reaching for.

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But catch ’em backstage, behind the scene, and suddenly they’re just a bunch of weirdos who happen to be really good at their jobs. Somebody’s cracking wise. Somebody’s leaning against the wall like they just ran a marathon. The whole mystical warrior thing is on break and what you’re left with is the raw fact that these are just PEOPLE who decided that going completely fucking insane in the name of art was a reasonable career path.

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And that’s almost BETTER, you know? Because the work is the work, it’s supposed to blow your head off, it’s DESIGNED to, but seeing them crack a smile, seeing them just EXIST between the holy moments, that’s when you realize the whole thing isn’t some precious art/monk bullshit. They’re doing it because they HAVE to, sure, but they’re also doing it because it beats sitting in a cubicle, and maybe because sometimes in an elevator you can just be regular exhausted instead of cosmically exhausted.

Between Floors, Between Selves or The Vertical Nowhere

Here I am, dissolving into your my fucking testimony.

I’m not even trying to be present, am I? I hit the button, the doors slide shut, and instead of standing there like a regular citizen of the vertical transit system, I’m already half-gone, vibrating at some frequency the fluorescent tubes can barely keep up with. That sickly yellow-green aureole around my skull isn’t halo, it’s not enlightenment. It’s the exact color of institutional anxiety, the shade of every waiting room and government building and corporate non-place that ever tried to convince me that I existed.

Jamie Lyons, philadelphia solipsism, artist scholar

And that’s the hustle, right there in the title. “Solipsism.” The philosophy that only the self is real, that everything else might be dream or projection or elaborate fiction. Except here’s the joke: I can’t even keep MYSELF in focus. The one thing that’s supposed to be real, the supposedly solid “I” at the center of my private universe, and it’s smeared across the frame like something moving too fast to catch.

That blur isn’t technical failure. That’s ontological honesty. That’s what I actually look like in those in-between moments when nobody’s asking me to perform my personhood. I’m in an elevator in Philadelphia, City of Brotherly Love, where the bell cracked and the declaration was signed and none of it matters because I’m alone in a metal box and the only witness is my own iphone turning me into this chromatic ghost.

The scarf shirt just makes it worse. I got dressed this morning. I put on clothes. I went out into the world with the best of intentions, probably, and here I am: a smudge of consciousness trapped between floors, neither arriving nor departing, just BEING in that awful present tense that elevators enforce.

I chose to memorialize this. To frame my own dissolution and call it a self-portrait, which takes a particular kind of nerve or desperation or both. Most self-portraits are lies of clarity. They’re “here I am, solid, knowable, look at me.” But this? This is “here I am, maybe, sort of, in motion, leaving my own outline, unable to hold still long enough to be photographed because being photographed means being known and being known means being pinned down and being pinned down is death.”

So instead we get this apparition, this thing that Garcia Márquez knew about when he talked about giving birth to ourselves over and over.

He allowed himself to be swayed by his conviction that human beings are not born once and for all on the day their mothers give birth to them, but that life obliges them over and over again to give birth to themselves.
Gabriel Garcí­a Márquez, Love in the Time of Cholera

Except I’m not showing you birth. I’m showing you that moment between deaths, that instant when the old self hasn’t quite let go and the new one hasn’t quite arrived and there’s just this blur, this refusal to coalesce.

Philadelphia. Solipsism. In an elevator.

This Is What It Actually Costs

Comfort is a fucking lie we tell ourselves. Pretty is a lie. You want pretty, go buy a goddamn Hallmark card or scroll through Instagram until your eyeballs bleed from all that curated, soft-focus horseshit.

These portraits of Niki, this is what an artist actually looks like. Not the romantic bullshit version, not the tortured genius cliché, but the real thing: someone who’s spent years elbow-deep in materials, making things that matter, carrying the weight of all that vision and all that failure in equal measure.

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This Is What It Actually Costs

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Black-and-white doesn’t lie. It can’t. It strips away the anesthetic, takes that face, this beautiful face, and throws it right back at you without apology. No escape hatch. No “oh isn’t that nice.” You’re looking at someone who creates, which means you’re looking at someone who destroys and rebuilds and questions and doubts every single day. All of it’s there in the eyes, in the set of the mouth, in the way light cuts across bone.

That’s the point. That’s the entire fucking point.

It’s confrontational by design. It says: here, this is what it costs to make things that matter. You think you can just glance away? Every line, every shadow, every moment captured, it’s evidence. Evidence that art isn’t some precious, elevated thing. It’s work. It’s obsession. It’s the lived experience of someone who can not not create.

The shame part? That’s not cruelty. That’s recognition. I see myself in that gaze. I see my own compromises, my own abandoned projects, my own hunger for something real. I see the common struggle we’re all pretending doesn’t exist while we’re busy performing our carefully constructed personas.

A real portrait doesn’t seduce. It accuses. It testifies. It refuses to let you, or Niki, or me, off easy. It says: this is an artist. This is what that actually means. Deal with it.

Niki Ulehla’s Hansel and Hansel marionettes

Just as one can compose colors, or forms, so one can compose motions.
Alexander Calder

So here I am, belly-down on the floor of a Dogpatch studio, camera in hand, staring into the wooden faces of two dead-eyed puppet boys who’ve seen things…  Hansel and Hansel.

Niki Ulehla makes marionettes. Not the kind you remember from childhood, if you even remember them at all, but something else. Something that lives in that space between craft and obsession, between whimsy and the slightly sinister. Hansel and Hansel. Twins, but not identical. A mirror, but a funhouse mirror.

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Here’s the thing about these boys: they don’t move right. Can’t. But that’s not a flaw. That’s who they are. Their awkwardness is their character. The hitch in their step, the way they can’t quite do what you’d expect, that’s not limitation, that’s definition.

I’m down here on the floor because that’s their world. You want to see what they see, you get down to their level. The studio smells like metal, wood and dust and the particular stillness of a space where someone makes things by hand, alone, for hours. You can feel the concentration that’s happened here, accumulated like sediment.

Originally they were meant for Humperdinck’s opera, that German fairy tale about children and witches and ovens. But they’ve moved beyond that now. They have their own story. Niki wrote it. Daniel Brown is in the process of scoring it. They’ve become something other than their origin story, which is maybe the best thing that can happen to any of us.

What these frames hold, is the strange dignity of objects made by human hands to represent human things. The uncanny valley of almost-alive. The devotion it takes to give a pair of wooden boys their own narrative, their own reason for being.

This is Niki’s work. Someone in a studio in the Dogpatch, making marionettes that don’t move quite right, and in that imperfection, finding truth.

Sharka

No one can give anyone else the gift of the idyll; only an animal can do so, because only animals were not expelled from Paradise. The love between dog and man is idyllic. It knows no conflicts, no hair-raising scenes; it knows no development.
Milan KunderaThe Unbearable Lightness of Being

I can count on one hand the people in my life who won’t eventually let me down, lie to my face, or ghost me when things get messy. But a dog? Sharka? She shows up every goddamn day like I’m the only thing that matters in this busted world. No agenda, no scorekeeping, no passive-aggressive bullshit three weeks later about something I forgot I even said.

Sharka Cão de Água, Portugese Water Dog

And the thing is, dogs give everything, I mean everything, without keeping receipts, without that little voice in the back of their head calculating what they’re owed. They’re not performing generosity; they’re just generous, period. It’s almost obscene how pure it is.

Maybe that’s why I’m so hung up on them. Because when I look into those eyes, I see something we all murdered in ourselves around age seven, that raw, uncut innocence we can barely remember. Dogs remind me there was a time, or could be a time, or should be a time when things didn’t have to be this compromised, this calculated, this cruel. They’re living proof that somewhere, in some version of reality I’m locked out of, nobody’s keeping score and nobody’s getting stabbed in the back. And man, don’t I ache for that.

Franconia Production Meeting

SpeculationFriends around a table, wine flowing, talking about impossible things like how the fuck we’re going to mount a puppet show in a living room. This is Niki’s vision we’re serving here. And when I say serving, I mean it in the most primal sense.

Everyone at this table, Nat included, is there to figure out how to translate what’s in Niki’s head into something an audience can actually experience. It’s a form of translation, really. She sees something, feels something, and now we’re here to make it real.

Nat’s there for the score, we’re talking about the emotional architecture of the whole thing. What does Niki want people to feel? How does sound support or undermine or elevate the movement of a puppet? These are not trivial questions. These are the questions that separate art from craft project.

The wine helps. Not because anyone’s trying to get drunk, but because wine around a coffee table does what it’s always done, it loosens the grip of self-consciousness. It lets people say the stupid idea that might actually be brilliant. It creates space for vulnerability, and vulnerability is where creation actually lives.

There’s something beautiful about the democracy of it. Everyone’s got a role, everyone’s got expertise, but in these meetings? We’re all just trying to solve the same puzzle. How do you make magic with wood and fabric and string? How do you make people believe in something they know isn’t real?

The photographs show exactly what they should: people leaning in, people focused, people engaged in the problem. This isn’t bureaucracy. This isn’t corporate horseshit. This is a group of artists trying to birth something that doesn’t exist yet. And yeah, that requires sitting around, drinking wine, and talking it through until someone says something that makes everyone else go, “Yes. That’s it.”

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I don’t think people are going to talk in the future.
They’re going to communicate through
eye contact, body language, emojis, signs.
Kanye West

Nobody’s Watching and That’s the Whole Fucking Point: Butoh at High Noon

Here it is, mid-fucking-day in Avignon and the sun’s a blowtorch turned on this stone plaza, 100-plus degrees of Mediterranean fury, and there’s this ghost, this white-painted wraith doing Butoh like he’s negotiating with death itself, and I’m the only sonofabitch here to see it. But here’s the thing that breaks your heart wide open: if I wasn’t here, nothing would change. Not one goddamn thing.

He’d still be out here. Still moving like erosion, like continents drifting, like pain has a physical language and he’s fluent. This isn’t for me. It isn’t even about me. I’m just the accidental witness to something that was always going to happen, audience or not.

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Everyone else fled hours ago to their air-conditioned fantasies, and this beautiful lunatic is doing this because the doing itself is everything, because Butoh demands the body become a transmission from somewhere we’re all too chickenshit to look. His white paint running in the heat like evidence. Like proof.
And maybe that’s the realest thing I’ve ever seen: art that doesn’t need you, doesn’t want your validation, doesn’t give a fuck if you’re there or not. Just pure expression happening because it has to, like breathing, like dying, like Serge Gainsbourg humming in an empty room.

I could leave right now and he wouldn’t notice. Wouldn’t care.

And that’s exactly why I can not move.

This is what devotion looks like when nobody’s watching, which is to say, this is what it always looks like.

Tread lightly, she is near Under the snow, Speak gently, she can hear The daisies grow. All her bright golden hair Tarnished with rust, She that was young and fair Fallen to dust. Lily-like, white as snow, She hardly knew She was a woman, so Sweetly she grew. Coffin-board, heavy stone, Lie on her breast, I vex my heart alone, She is at rest. Peace, Peace, she cannot hear Lyre or sonnet, All my life’s buried here, Heap earth upon it. AVIGNON Poem:
Oscar Wilde, Ballad of Reading Gaol

Sophocles Sinon

 

At 8:01 p.m. on May 4th, 2015 we performed a site specific production of SophoclesSinon (using the textual fragments that have survived) in the Emeryville Mudflats: adjacent to the Oakland-San Francisco Bay Bridge.  This work is part of a larger project called IOTA that brings to life the fragments for the lost plays of Aeschylus, Sophocles, and Euripides.

Love is the Fullest Education No. 3

 

At 6:57 a.m. on April 7th, 2016 Muriel MaffreRyan Tacata and myself performed a site specific production of a fragments of one of the lost tragedies by Euripides on Slacker Hill in the Marin Headlands.  Informally, the piece we called the work Love is The Fullest Education and the fragment relates the myth of Zeus’ seduction of Io in the form of a cloud.  This work is part of a larger project called IOTA that brings to life the remaining fragments of the lost plays of AeschylusSophocles, and Euripides.

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